The walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how.

its megan . sams over {this is her account} +& we decided to go on , for she hasnt been on in some time now . for thou may have thought she has passed , she is still here . so share your love polyvorians , for FOR SAM HAS RETURNED FOR A FEW MOMENTS .
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I stood up slowly and grabbed a glass and made her ice tea. I walked slowly up the stairs blocking out all the sounds the queen bi.tch was making. I knocked. “Come in!” She sang. I walked in the huge double door and slammed down her ice tea and left. Good thing we have a butler, I laughed to myself. I went to Derrick's room. As a brother, he's a loser. But he has some really good advice and such. I'm going to ask him what to tell Mark. “Knock knock,” I said outside hid door. I opened it. An average room. Posters, scattered clothes, Cd's all over the floor near his stereo. “Hey, what's up?” He asked turning his attention away from the computer, towards me. “Can I ask you something important?” I said closing the door and sitting on the bean bag chair thrown in the corner of his room. “Shoot,” He said sitting up straight. “Well, you know Mark? How I've known him forever and you've met him, you know who I'm talking about, right?” I babbled. He nodded. “Well... He thinks there is something wrong in the house from my reaction of 'getting home'. Should I tell him about daddy? Or how mommy is always 'on business'?” I played with my zipper. He stood up. “Well, If you think it's right. I mean, if pop finds out you told someone about him beating us, we'll be in some deep shi.t, ya' know?” He said. He beats Derrick and I. Not his little sl.utty angel. I nodded. “Thanks Derrick. At least there SOMEONE in this ignorant house to talk to,” I smiled and hugged him. “Anytime. Better get to bed. If we wake him up, there will be some blood,” He smiled, “Sweet dreams.” Derrick used to be daddy's favorite. That is, until he told him he was gay. I respect that though. That man has courage. I fell asleep; dreamless. The next morning, I saw Mark at the bus stop. “Hey,” he said. “Hi,” I replied. “OK, hi instead of 'hey' or 'hiya'. You OK?” “I.. I just need to talk to you. Privately,” I said holding back tears. “Can it wait till after school, or is it an emergency?” His expression changed to concern. I just looked down. He grabbed my hand and walked down to the beach only 5 minutes down the road. We sat on a shaded picnic table. “What'd you want to talk about?” He was still gripping my hand. “Well, yesterday. How you thought something was wrong at home? There is.” His grip got tighter. “What is it?” He said, eyes wide. “Well. My dad is a drunk who beets the living sh.it out of me and Derrick. My sister is his little daddy's girl, who is the biggest slu.t you'll ever meet. My mom, she's always 'on business' and I never see her..” I looked down. My eyes were tearing up. He went on my side and hugged me. “Babe, don't put up with that. Say something! You have to!” He said rubbing my back. “I can't! He said if I tell the 'family secret' me AND Derrick will be in serious shi.t. Not to mention anyone who knows it. I love you, and I told you. Don't rat me out! Please!” I was crying hard now. He held my hand, trying to comfort me. “I promise. Your secrets safe with me.”

We stood in the poring rain just hugging. A shiver down my spine. "cold?" He asked, smiling
the biggest smile he's ever shown. I laughed and he put his sweatshirt over my shoulders. "My favorite girl can't be cold on my watch," He said. "I'm sorry I make a big deal out of everything. And, I'll never doubt you again," I said looking up at him."Don't worry about it. I wont ever listen to Mal OR her sister, Missy's advice ever again. I should of known it was a game..." He clenched his fist
so hard, his knuckles turned white. "Don't sweat it. It wasn't your fault that she twists everything up." He kissed me right then, in the freezing, pouring rain. I couldn't help but smile. He hugged me from behind. "I should probably get home, you know, before the evil sister burns down the house." I laughed and held unto his hand. "You know, I've known you forever, but i have never met your parents or your sister.." He said giving me a suspicious look. I looked down. "So, I'll see you tomorrow? OK? Ba-bye," I said and started to walk. "Cammy.. Everything is OK at your house right?" He looked concerned. "Oh yeah, of course! Why wouldn't it be?" I said shrugging, trying to look careless. "Look, your keeping something from me... I know it." He turned and walked away, without another word. I already
know dad's going to have a punishment waiting. And Kalie; oh she's going to have a sh.it load of errands and chores waiting. I flung my bag over my shoulder, and started to walk. I turned into the gorgeous driveway. Hedges, formed to mommy's favorite animals, waterfalls and spring, lakes and flower beds. Statues and gardens all throughout the acred land. I opened the huge door and wiped my shoes on the carpet. "You late!" A deep voice said. "I know daddy. I'm so sorry. I missed the bus and
got a little caught up in the rain, so i sat down at the ice cream shop, i came as quick as i could. I really did, sir." I was beyond scared. He obviously had a bad day. "Your always making up excuses, you little bi.tch!" He slapped me and threw me across the floor. He started to kick me sides. "DON'T YOU COWAR! NO GIRL OF MINE COWARDS!" he yelled over an over, till he was pleased with his beating. He grabbed a beer from the overflowing fridge and left to the big hang-out room with his favorite sofa and TV where he watches Jersey Shore because he is, in fact, a teenage chick at heart. I layed there. On my back, grumbling in pain. "Camile! Chop Chop! I need you darling," My dear old pain in the ass sister called from above the spiraling two sided staircase. "What?" I grumbled. "I need an ice tea with ice and a lemon. You know how i want it. Now, go fetch darling!" She said and walked into her room with Seth.

"Get to homeroom! Scram!!" My science teacher yelled. "Go on! Leave," he waited till we took the corner. "That was close," Mark said smilling. "Don't smile, dou.che." I was utterly pis.sed still.
"Are you still mad?" He asked outside my homeroom door. I nodded. "I'm not mad that you did it, im mad you did it with her, she hates me! She always has, you know, since we all used to be friends, then she wanted you and blah blah blah.."
I trailed off. "Don't be mad. I told you, your the one i love," He said. "Yeah, see how much longer that would last," That was the last thing i said before i walked into homeroom; late. The day went by so slow. Avoiding Mark and Mal was hard work,
only because everywhere you went, people followed them. She hung all over him too, but he either didnt notice or didnt care. Should i be pissed? Last period, last minute. I counted down to it. Once the bell rang, i sprinted out the door and started to
speed walk home, avoiding any contact with anyone. The sky was gray, it looked about to rain, but anywhere was better then facing Mark right now. Every corner, there were people. Laughing and having a grand ol' time. I slowed down as i reached a
corner. Might as well stop for a snack. I opened the door shop, and sat on a bench eating ice cream. "Look. It's the high school slu.t," Mal sang. I ignored her. "Oops, she didn't hear me." She said it loud so everyone could hear. I stood up and threw my
ice cream at her. "If there's a sl.ut around here, it's you!" I yelled. Guys were high fiving each other yelling 'chick fight!' I ran a mile before i decided i should slow down. "You can't avoid me all day," Mark said standing up off the ground. I kept walking.
"Please Cam! I told you i was so sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you!" He yelled after me. I turned around "Did you ever think of how this would affect me? How about the rumors that im a sl.ut now! Mal just started something down the road with me!
She had everyone chanting SL.UT at me! If i never met you, my life would be so much better!" I started to walk. I hope he didn't hear that last part. "I tried to forget what i did. Now you wont talk to me. I was trying to forget Mal, and im doing a good job at it."
He forced a smile that quickly faded. "So you really don't want me in your life..?" He shoved his hands in his pockets. "I'm sorry Cammy. I..I'm sorry..." He turned to walk. "Wait," i said, which seemed to surprise him as much as it surprised me.
"Don't go. I didn't mean what i said." He turned and faced me. "Can we just..pretend nothing happened?" I shrugged. "Are you going to keep ignoring me in the halls and walk everyday?" He asked. I shook my head. He nodded, "Ok." I ran into his arms which opened
for me at the last second. I cried and cried.
 

 

 

 

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I slammed my door shut and cried. 'What the fuck is wrong with him! Why would he do that?' I thought to myself. My cell rang. Hey, the jerk already. I let it go to the voice mail, but the look of his name made me cry harder. Why fall for guys? They are all such players! God, I hate him. I never want to see him again! I finally cried myself into a deep sleep. I dreamed about him. I dreamed of him kissing Missy. I dreamed he killed me. A broken heart is worse then death. Then again, I never had a heart. Why waste my time? I rolled over and hit the off button on my alarm. I got out of bed, showered, then ran downstairs in time for breakfast. "What was wrong with you last night?" My older brother, Derrick, asked. I shrugged and finished my cereal. I went out the door without another word. I sat on the steps in front of my bus stop and put my headphones in. Mark walked over and sat next to me, "Hey," He said, fiddling with his zipper. I cranked up the volume and looked straight ahead of me. He sighed and pulled my headphones out of my ear, trying to make eye contact. I threw my ipod at him without looking, and walked to the other side of the building. 'Course, he followed. "Silent treatment?" He asked rolling his eyes. He leaned against the building smiling. "Talk to me," He said. I showed him the finger and walked on the bus. 'oooo's and ahhh's' came from everywhere after that scene. He sat next to me and grabbed my hand. I jerked away. "Cam! Fuckin' talk to me! Your being so frigin immature right now!" He said in a whisper. "I'm immature? I'M immature?!" I whispered loudly looking out the window. I turned to face him, his face turning red with anger. "How the hell am I the immature one then?" He said calmly, holding his anger down. "Oh Cammy, I love you." I said mocking him in a deep voice. "Wait here while I go kiss a fat a.ss sl.ut, kay?" I pushed him out of my way and walked right off the bus and into the school. "CAM!" He yelled after me. I spun around and glared at him as he approached. "It wasn't what it looked like! SHE kissed ME!" He said pointing to an invisible person next to him. "Oh fuck you, dirty liar!" I yelled back. "I'm not lying! i swear, i didn't even mean to! I didn't WANT to!" He said, his voice getting scrawny. I felt bad now. He does that before he cries. I want gonna stop though, I cried all night. He can do for a few minutes. "So what? You 'fell' and 'accidentally' kissed her!?" He sighed and pulled me into a nearby closet. "What the HELL!" I screamed at him, knowing we were now late for homeroom. "LISTEN TO ME!" He said and grabbed my shoulders. I tried to pull away but here was no space to do so. So I stayed and looked at him in the eye, trying to stare him down with a glare. "She told me, that if i made you really jealous, you would do something to get me back. She was pretty wrong and only did it for one reason..." He said getting trailed off by thoughts. I punched his arm hard, "No shit, dumb as.s!" I couldn't see him, so i couldn't read his eyes. The closet was dark and there were no lights. He kissed me again, but i pushed him back, "Don't even touch me," I yelled. He brushed his hand through his hair, "Look Cam, I'm sorry. I didn't know! You know how bad i am with girls," He said, hand on my cheek. I couldn't help but smile after having a flashback of when he dated Missy for a day. She made a move, and he quit it and ran. Funny shit, man. "Cam, I really am sorry," He said again. I pushed my head back and groaned. "Fiiiiiine," I said, Your off the hook. Just then the closet opened. "What are you doing in here!!" They said.
 

 

 

 

 

That sucked o.o don't mind the language D:

I closed my eyes. He was so warm. He had a mixed smell of soap and cinnamon. He brushed his hand over my head, playing with my hair."So..." He said, trying to make a conversation. "Soo..." I copied. He smiled. "How long have you...yeah..." He said looking at the sky. "How long have i loved you?" I asked looking up at him. He kissed my forehead and smiled, "Yeah." I kept looking at him and sat up so i could look at him directly, "Well, I always thought 'as a friend.' But you were gone for so long. I thought about you day and night. I guess i fell in love with your friendship and it grew," i shrugged, "That sounded corny." I laughed but he looked really serious. "I don't think it was. I felt like me being away would tear us apart. I left so i could stop thinking about you and concentrate. But it only made me miss you more," He said, looking back at me. I felt my face get hot and i wrapped my arms around my stomach. "You ok?" He asked putting a hand on my back. I nodded. "What is it then?" He asked. I smiled. "I have butterflys," He smiled, "Why exactly?" He asked. "I don't know," We laughed. He stood up and offered me a hand and helped me up. We walked down the beach, hand in hand. We were lauhing and having a good time until we saw a skank heading our way. He quickly retreaded his hand, "Uh, hey, Mal," He said scratching his head. She raised an eyebrow,"Go away," She said to me. "Why would i listen to you?" I asked. She grabbed Marks' hands, "Let's get out of here," She glared at me and Mark followed her. I was so confussed. Then right in front of me, he bent down, and HE kissed HER! My face was so hot, i could feel it. I ran right through his little scene, home.

I should of expected this. All I see is her bend over and kiss him, smack dab on his lips. Must of startled him, but he so liked it. Attention whore. I couldn't help it. I was jealous. Mark must of saw me watch through the mirror. I ran off the bus into the school. It was warm inside, but i felt frozen. I had no heart. How could i of ever believed he ever loved me? I didn't love him like that, but i cried. I felt my phone vibrate. Great. It read, 'New text from Mark' Slowly, i read it. It said "Camile, I'm so sorry. Come out of the bathroom. Please?" I sighed and left the bathroom. Damn it. He saw me. My face was red and my eyes were puffy from crying. I saw him try to get near me. I bolted out of the school and into the woods to the one place i can be alone. The ledge near the lake. It wasn't very smart because the next second, i felt Mark's strong arms holding me. I'm completely broken and I'm streaming tears down on his now wet shirt. "Cam, what's wrong?" He tried to calm me down. "Like you don't know!" I screamed at him and tore myself free from his grip. "I didn't kiss her. She kissed me. Plus, why would you care? We are just friends..." He sat down, the opposite way of me as if he was thinking. I sat in silence. I tried to talk, it just slurred out in sniffles and tears. I crawled over to him and hugged him, "I'm scared I'm going to loose you." I explained slowly between sniffles. He sighed. I didn't dare look in his eyes. "Cam, you could have any guy in the world. Your beautiful in every way. I don't know why your worried of loosing me." He looked away. "Mark, your my only real friend. I can't loose you." I said, scared of his response. He looked down. "You wont loose me..." He seemed unsure. "Mark..." "Camile, it never mattered what i did with Mallory when we were going out, so why all of a sudden, I'm not aloud to?" I knew he was trying to have a conversation. I was crying so hard now, i had a hard time breathing. He wiped some tears away from my face and held my hand, but i pulled away. I cuddled up in his arms and finally, after all these years, I cracked open, and spilled the truth, "Mark. I love you. I can't stand seeing you with anyone else, but me." I looked deep in his eyes. I could see love. Unsure love? Beets me. Love is love. I never knew a monster like me could love. But i could. He hugged me, Tighter then he ever had. "You know i love you. More then, you know. But seriously, I can't move on. I can't change. I understand Camile, you only love me as a friend. We've been through this already." I sighed and did something I have never done before. I kissed him. My first kiss with my best friend. You might think that's weird, right? Not for me. It was perfect. "No Mark. After what I saw what Mallory did to you, i got jealous. I did realize that I do love you. Even though someone as nasty as me never knew i could love." He kissed me, i kissed him back. After a few seconds, he pulled away. "Your not nasty. Your the prettiest girl i ever saw and your the only one i love." I smiled and relaxed in his arms. I can't wait to tell that bit.ch Mallory what happened.
 

This is terrible. But I'm loving to write again <3

Bad set o.o
New story. Chapter one.
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"CAMILE GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!" I booked my butt downstairs, stood up straight and said, "Yes, daddy, what is it?" He glared at me. "You didn't make me breakfast!" All you here is SMACK, and I hit the floor. He slapped me. Third time this week. If you don't please daddy, you get to kiss his hand. "I-i'm sorry daddy. It wont happen again" I cried. "Suck it up, brat." He said and stalked away. I stood up. I got whatever i wanted. A nice mansion, the coolest phone, laptop, TV, money, cars, pools,butler, everything. I don't want it all. My twin, Kalie, was daddy's favorite child. He never hit her. I swear, she gets laid 60 times a week by different guys. Her current boyfriend, Seth, is the head football player, smart, not to mention, totally gorgeous. We wernt identical twins, so we could be told apart. I was popular, i guess. I hated it. No one is nice, just pigs who want whoreish stuff. My only real friend was Mark. I've known him forever. I tell him everything, except for what daddy does. He said it's a secret and i would be punished if i tell. I grab my lunch money and a fruit bar and walk down to the school bus. I stick my Ipod headphones in and start to hum when big, strong arms hug me tight. I spin around, scared. "Mark!" I hugged him tight. God, i missed him. He went away to Claifornia for the summer. Finally, we start Junior year. He hugged me back tight and kissed my cheek. "Damn girl, you got tall. I missed you!" He said happily. I smiled wide, "Oh my god, I missed you like crazy! Summer totally sucked without having you around." The bus turned the corner. He grabbed my hand and walked with me up the stairs. First stop. We sat in the back together catching up on everything. The bus stopped and trouble came on. Marks' ex-girlfriend, Mallory, walked up and sat directly across, access to Mark. I had the window seat. I felt ignored. He talked on and on to Mallory. God, i hated this chick. She looked down and noticed our hands, which i totally forgot about, "So Mark, you guys a 'thing'?" She did air quotations with her hands. I pulled away and loked out the window. Mark was my best friend, nothing more. He's always told me he loved me more, but i don't think i have any love in me. He tried to laugh it off. Fail. "Ha! No, just friends," Mark said and elbowed me playfully. I ignored them and scooted out of the seat and sat alone up front. Of course, the skank moved in the seat with him. She would do anything to piss me off. Anything...

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